Sunday, June 29, 2003
a rut
is not what i'm in right now, but i will be soon if i don't find something useful to do during my days. i haven't felt especially motivated to do anything since i've gotten back, and i hate that feeling. no one likes to be bored, especially someone with undiagnosed a.d.d., right? of course there's stuff i should be doing, like making phone calls, raising support and such, but it's hard to overcome how much i don't like doing that stuff. i wish the money was just here and i didn't have to worry about it. of course the only way to get to that point is to make those phone calls, so you see the dilemma i'm in.
suddenly i'm not even motivated to post. things weigh heavy on the mind at the moment. i'm gonna try to accomplish something and relieve some tension. God bless.
sounds: switchfoot - only hope
food for thought: how to experience God's love and forgiveness - bill bright
is not what i'm in right now, but i will be soon if i don't find something useful to do during my days. i haven't felt especially motivated to do anything since i've gotten back, and i hate that feeling. no one likes to be bored, especially someone with undiagnosed a.d.d., right? of course there's stuff i should be doing, like making phone calls, raising support and such, but it's hard to overcome how much i don't like doing that stuff. i wish the money was just here and i didn't have to worry about it. of course the only way to get to that point is to make those phone calls, so you see the dilemma i'm in.
suddenly i'm not even motivated to post. things weigh heavy on the mind at the moment. i'm gonna try to accomplish something and relieve some tension. God bless.
sounds: switchfoot - only hope
food for thought: how to experience God's love and forgiveness - bill bright
